Today...

Sometimes i wish I were born as a baby boy; Armpit hairs and hairy legs makes a guy looks macho, Zits, acnes and scars make a guy looks like a real man, Clean cut, bald or little bit of styling with gel or wax enough to make a guy good looking. Simple top and pants are enough to make a guy look fashionable. Slightly meaty but not overweight give the sense of security to women. I have spoken to many of my pretty girl friends, that kind of girls that you expect to see when you watch Mean Girls, except that my girl friends are not mean. Lol They had spent handsomely on make up products in order to find the one that suit them the most. They workout and watch their diets in order to keep in shape. They do facial, they trim their hair and eyebrow frequently, they wax and practice whatever lifestyle a girl ought to follow. To be honest, they don't wear like a slut. They wear based on occasion and most of the time they are giving out the vibes of sweet and simple girl kind of...

Just bought Amway Positrim (Rm 82) - a meal replacement drink, effectively curb your hunger and at the same time ensuring your body to have enough nutrients after cuting down your meal. Well, this is what they claimed to be. Just for your info, I am a workoutholic. I spend average 3 hours at gym after work and even during weekend ( except when I on a date). Eversince I had signed up for STFC, I had lost weight tremendously, proven by my colleagues, neighbours and my friends, oh well basically those who know me. However, same as most ladies in this world, there is this stubborn fat that is hiding under your skin that takes ages to shed off or shrink, to be precise. you can't remove fat cells naturally Yes, I am referring to the fats on my lower body. Hips to my thighs. Indeed these areas had shrunk successfully, unfortunately those flabby area still exist and it is an eyesore especially when you are moving or shaking them. "Duh, hide those flabs will do". We...

Arrived at office full of hopes and derermination. Unfortunately, it is the other way round. Is it because of Monday blue that the office atmosphere is so....I dunno...Monday blue. Unsure how to describe my feeling at the moment even at the present when I am blogging. The Monday-Blue feeling is still here. Really feel like going home, skipping my workout for today, risking the chance of losing the fat under my thighs. I want to stay on my bed, hug my pillow and shut myself in the room. This is what I am feeling now, I guess. Not sure what I am gonna feel after my 3 hours workout. Whether I will still have this'awful feeling' again. Whenever I got this terrible mood, I will tell myself, fine...you feel happy few days ago and now it is time for you to feel depress now. Unfortunately, your happiness and sadness are rolling like a wheel of fortune. You will never know when you get the UP and DOWN. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good one. posted from Bloggeroid

When you want something, you seek and search; When there is a hope, you found your direction and follow the path; When it is hopeless, you are left there standing alone losing your sense of directions. Desperate to find a new route. To conclude, if you don't hope, you are a lost soul. posted from Bloggeroid

Got the feeling that he has been staring at me quite frequently; Got the feeling he likes to talk to me recently; Got the feeling he likes to tease me recently or maybe even before that. I even got the feeling the way he looks at me is 'different', I even got the feeling that he is trying to electrify me with his both eyes. LOL~~~ There goes with non-stop of googling about "signs of guys interested on you stuff" on internet. I even go as far as trying to understand his personality through his horoscope. So many homeworks? Just to make sure I am not the one who is hallucinating.lol. The best of course to confront him and ask him directly. Obviously my guts is not huge enough for me to do so. This guy never comes across my mind to be my boyfie. Definitely not because he doesn't match my requirement or I have a high requirements for my boyfriend. (girls never admit they have high requirements for boyfriend. lol) It just that the 'feeling' is no...

Got myself a second e-book from Kobo entitled The Hobbit. I Had watched the movie on last Saturday with Banana. Feeling attracted and fascinated by the story line, I have decided to read the novel. And also the 'kick' for me to watch Lord of the Ring. Unfortunately I got myself into trouble with Cheese because I can't recall she had given me the novel as a farewell gift. The thing is I am never a fan of fictional novels unless I am pretty sure I love the storyline, otherwise I would not even flip the first page. The only novels that I will buy regardless the storyline are crime or detective novels. The kind of book that will give me the suspense and excitement to continue to read the story.

Madness........ Recently I have a strong urge to eat cheesedale with Gardenia wholemeal bread. Yummy~ Went to Giant Sungai Wang during lunch hour. Had my first bite shortly after my lunch because my meal was not satisfying. Another one during tea time. Another one during supper which I had added into my Maggie mee chicken flavour and it tasted horrible. 2 hour before bodycombat class, I was craving for Kimchi Jigae. Went to lower ground floor in front of Cold Storage Times Square is a korean restaurant. Ordered Kimchi jigae but without rice and the price was still the same. I didn't dare to take so many solid foods since I was going for my workout later. It was indeed very tempting to order other dishes as well and even cancelling my workout today just to enjoy the food. Perseverence overcome temptation. Finally decided to drag myself to gym later. Walked around in Times Square to digest my food. Saw some nice clothes in Nichii and felt like buying it. Naw......