Today...

NEURO……..tell me… HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO READ YOU; TO KNOW YOU; TO UNDERSTAND YOU; TO MEMORIZE YOU; ALL YOUR FAMILY MEMEBERS, RELATIVES, CUCU, CICIT AND YOUR "COU CUNG 18 DOI" are EXTREMELY FOREIGN TOO ME!!!! MY HEAD ACHE BECAUSE YOU ; PRESSURED BECAUSE OF YOU; FRUSTRATED; ANGRY; NERVOUS; ANXIETY; ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ! I WANT TO SCREAM; I WANT TO SHOUT; I WANT TO SHRIEK; ALAS… TURN INTO A SHREK; ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ; I WANT TO THUMP MY FEET ON THE FLOOR; I WANT TO SLAM THE DOOR; ALAS…TURN INTO AN INCREDIBLE HULK!!!!

Despite studying for my neurobiology, I open my laptop and blog. I know..i know… This is not the perfect to do such a thing. However, I just can't wait to share my experience for the 2 hour. Lots of things happened within that hour. First of all, let's get started with a sudden slowing down of wall fan in my room with the addition of sound effects of moaning from depressed students who are living around the neighborhood. Perhaps the sound came from my housemates. Hahaha. Not sure. For the first few minutes, I was still expecting that the electricity will return by any minute Enjoying my Maggie Tom yam + Cabbage with a mug of Oatmeal+ Overtime. Yes, I was preparing my dinner before that. I'm just so lucky that I started to boil water around 5.30 pm, otherwise bye bye dinner. Once the fan was off, immediately I felt the sudden change of pressure in my room. You know,the kind of Tut……… sound you can hear when the pressure inside and outside of your ears is unbalance and not

I hate seeing strands of hairs scattered on the floors; I hate seeing hairs in the bathroom; I hate seeing mould growing in the bathroom floor; I hate the basin to feel greasy; I hate washing the bathroom today; Feel like banging the door and thumping the toilet brush. ARGH!!!.........................

The weather is HOT; My drinking water is warm; Pipe water is warm; Heater is auto warm; Me? Confined in a four walled room, left with only a small tiny window (I don't think it's called a window) up near the roof BEING STEAMED ALIVE!!! Sweating profusely while reading lecture notes; Feeling restlessly inside the room for the whole time; Changing my reading position from time to time; Attempted to scream loudly but don't have the gut to do it * my housemate might think I'm qi xiao*; Feel like eating the whole time, otherwise just take a nap which can last for ONE HOUR instead of 10 minutes =.=; Wishing for something SWEET @-@; YES! CHOCOLATE!; Bingo! Endorphine!; Bath for at least 3 times a day and start to sweat like mad after 30 minutes!! Desire to eat one cone of ice-cream ><; No no no , just guzzle one glass of bubble tea with chocolate flavor ><!!!; SIGH………………………………………………………

I just bought a razor blade specially for grooming eyebrows from Tesco yesterday. Being way too excited about it and totally unaware that I should control my hand movements, strength or whatsoever, I nearly shave off my "bulu kening di sebelah kiri' =.= !!! WHAT A CLOSE CALL!!!