Today...

Feeling terribly miserable today; should call it a depression? Really lack of mood to attend lecture classes; Tired of copying; Tired of listening LOL; Seem frustrated in whatever i do today; Feel like eating lots and lots of chocolate; >< Chocolate flavored ice-blended, chocolate tiny tart, dark chocolate, anything related to chocolates; I need ENDORPHINE.!!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Amitabha....

After my dental appointment at SS2, I went home with Metrobus and waited for Cheese until 12.15 pm to pick me up. Well, yesterday was a great day I would say. Both of us were having fun. She has planned very well for all the places that we are going to visit and even the food that we are going to dine in. The most exciting part was, we were travelling by car all the way! The best part is, I don't have to pay for a single penny. * evil laugh. Whoa! Don't get me wrong, she meant to celebrate my birthday in this way, she also prepared me a present though. She got me Cocoa Butter Gentle Cleansing Formula and Olive Butter Formula body lotion from Palmer's.* I know, it sounds weird that she is celebrating my birthday even though it was 3 months ago. Anyway, who cares? XDXD. It may not sound as thrilling to those who have used to ride on cars hanging out with friends. However, it was a once in a lifetime experience for me. * though we will have a few more car trips in

I have bought two pumpkins from Kampar Pasar Malam last week and only today that i have started to cook them. Basically, i already planned the ingredients beforehand so that i don't have to scratch my head in the last minute. Very simple, I have planned to cook my pumpkins with baked beans in tomato sauce. THAT'S ALL. No oil, MSG or even salt . * i think all the seasonings already in the baked beans. XDXD . However, as simple as it may look like, my main problem is to cut the pumpkin into smaller pieces. At first, i thought my knife can do the job nicely, but, lots of strength and effort are needed to cut them open, let alone cutting them into pieces. =.= Perhaps, i need a chopper, the one that we can use it to cut durians and whole chicken. XD Argh..i don't feel like buying it though. i don't like the idea that my room is suddenly full of dangerous weapons. LOL. My second problem is about the skin. i was trying to peel them with my knife and ... GOSH! they we

Starting from last year, i have been hearing things like "this couple sharing the same room", "that couple sleep together". Honestly i was shocked upon hearing all those, i would call- gossip and part of me don't even believe it either. later on, more news (no longer gossip LOL) saying that more couples sharing the same rooms and more couples sleep together. These news are getting more and more common and seriously, i don't even bother about it, UNTIL...I heard my "cousin" told me that her high-school-age- younger sister sleep together with HER BOYFRIEND. Well, she never say she did "that" with her boyfriend. Basically, both of them just lying together on the bed hugging each other. anyway, we never know, but of course i hope what her sister was telling is true, since we have been growing up together, so the "bond" is there. i sort of treat them as my younger sisters though. There are even times that i'm wondering t

PHEW!!! Finally! And AGAIN! I have finished my MMP lab report. ><this time I have used almost 3 days to finish it and the outcome is, I have strained my neck. ><!! Adoi!!! Yea, having to face the laptop for so long, searching answer after answer for the report, really testing my eyes and neck muscle lol. Why I called it combo? This is because 2 experiments are being combined in one report for this time. I prefer ala carte though. Well, I believe I will have another combo for next week lol. Stay tuned. =.=|| Another reason that I think it indirectly affect my neck muscle is, I have been trying to do the "Neck dance" from Beast –Mystery music video. LOL~~ Don't laugh. I was trying to relax in the midst of finishing my lab report. However, I have ended up dancing along with the music video lol. As usual. =.= Now that I have finished my report, I really don't feel like giving a glance to it. Don't expect me to flip my report for the second time. NEVER! Th

I have been to Tesco looking for cranberry juice which is highly effective in preventing urinary tract infections. Unfortunately, I couldn't find any cranberry juice. I remembered seeing them a few months ago, displaying nicely on the drinks racks where all the juices are located. I didn't buy it that time because it was rather expensive and I was having an economic crisis as well. XD I guess, since they are kind of pricey and very little customers would invest into cranberry juice. The manufacturer starts to stop selling them in Tesco. Guess that they are not aware of the power of cranberry juice XD Being overly stubborn, I kept walking around Tesco, hopefully I can find it and YES!! I did find it, in other department though, together with all those blackcurrent and blackberrie drinks. This is not the same bottle that I saw a few months ago, but since it's written there Rosella cordial Florida Cranberry concentrated ! I have decided to give it a try. It costs me RM10 >

This is what we always TRYING SO HARD to remind ourselves: "Do not compare yourself with others" However, how many often that we think in this way? "Do not expect other people to be the same with you" Confused? Blur? Clueless? XD There are many times that we heard something like this: "Weird, why is this happening to you?" , "easy only what", "huh, like this you also can't afford?", why is this and why is that and bla..bla..bla.. If you ever utter these sentences frequently, it's time for you (okay, me also XD) to really consider what are the next words that you are going to say in the future. Yes, all these are not vulgar words, yet, they are mean and hurtful depending on whom is the listener. A person who always says something like this is rather shallow. To be precise, you are not considerate, or in a harsh form "talk without brain" You always perceive that : Whatever you have, other people are expected to have the