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when you really in bad luck..there is no way you can deny it. today, i got another bad news for MYSELF. yen ee sms me this morning and told me that our rental fees in kamapr will add more rm 20 from next year onwards. (boom!!) kay, never mind. the worse thing is, she said we have to move out by the end of may 2010!! WHAT IS THIS???? increased rental fees already still ask people to move out? reason...the house is only for confucious worshipper!!! (bulls@it) haiz..out of sudden, where am i supposed to look for another house? especially when UTAR students are getting more and more..ARGH!! i feel like screaming till my head off..let's everything burst out just like that!! first laptop. now house pulak..GEEZ...

never buy compaq laptop!! (stupid laptop! old laptop!)

this is the 2nd time i have my laptop fixed. why?? no display! at first i thought i have overused my laptop (convert videos and download movies) but actually is the laptop very laoya. the very first time, i sent my laptop to HP centre. luckily it was still under warranty so FOC. why i knew i should send my laptop to the centre? this is because my best friend who owns the same laptop suffered the same problem with me. however, the second time also got problem AGAIN! i knew there was something wrong with my laptop. the guy in Low Yat told me that NVIDIA is d=famous for this kind of problem. though he can fix my laptop the same problem will still occur in the future. (i day after, i hour, i week, i month or one year later) unless, i change to a new laptop. wahlao ye!! xiao ar? suddenly need to buy a new laptop. i dun even dare to tell my dad abt this. i just got my laptop fixed for just 2 weeks ago. BUT NOW? it broke again. my dad will definitely going to kill me if he knows it. now i ha

Gribbles Annual Dinner (21 nov 2009) -Spend $$ and lose weight!!!

Gribbles in Penang is going to have an annual dinner at Revolving Restaurant, City Bay view (those who are Penang people know where is it, right?) Of course at first i felt happy to hear about it, WAH!! Buffet wor.. FOC somemore (at 1st lar). then only i realized my real problem or nightmare!! I NEED A DINNER CLOTHES!! seriously, i really don't have a single one. all my clothes are just pants, t-shirt or blouse. (only degree starts to wear blouse, during foundation year lagi worse..i just wore T-shirt and jeans only- TOTAL NERD!!) i need to lose weight to look nice on my new clothes (costs me almost RM100!!). honestly, with my height (my friend said) i should wear dress but..i CAN'T why? Because i got 2 big carrot legs!! so...no way! i'm going to wear dress. i have changed my dinner clothes to a coat matched with a legging. (i look much better in this way.) of course!it's time for me to really let my legs workout! my friend got taught me some legs exercise before sleep

Die..Die..Die….

Thursday, November 05, 2009 Oh..i'm so dead meat this time; I have keyed in the wrong result; It might seem not so serious ( okay, I'm Bull$#iting just to make myself feel better ); WHY ON EARTH! That I can overlook it??? I'm so sorry….. ARGH!!!!!!!......the feeling is unbearable…I need to tell ' you' NOW!!!!! Now I just realized that in each department, I have at least done one mistake. I'm not overreacting, but it just fits perfectly Specimen Reception ~ I have mistakenly labeled Histology Specimen with Pap Smear Biochemistry ~ I did not fully recap a glucose fluoride tube and end up spilling out the content. I'm just lucky enough that the tube has been tested. Microbiology~ I have wrongly keyed in the result!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Biggest Mistake- You are crazy!!!!

Staying with you was my biggest mistake! Only for 2 weeks I already can't stand you anymore. "if you do not have a giant head; you better not to wear an oversize hat. This is what a chinese saying goes. Though it might sound a bit inaccurate, I guess more or less it fits what happened recently. The very first thing before I sent my application letter to Gribbles in Penang, I DID ask you that is it possible for me to stay with you? Hastily, you agreed. Not only that, you told me that I just need to fork out my own money for my lunch and as for the rest, you WILL pay for me and you even promised me that you WILL drive me to work. Please bear in mind that, I didn't force you to do it. Very simple, if you can't make it, why don't you just tell me earlier? WHY? Instead, you say nothing! Again, with all those undeniable body languages you think you can fool everyone? I tell you, NEVER! I finally understand why my parents forbade me to stay with you! i finally believe

saw 1,2,3,4,5 ~ DO NOT WATCH IF YOU GOT HEART ATTACK !!!

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wah! currently watch this movie!! hm...it's horrible LOL. BUT..got moral values la..MUST VALUE YOUR LIFE no matter what!!! Saw is a 2004 horror film , the first installment of the Saw film series . Directed by James Wan and written by Wan and Leigh Whannell , Saw was filmed during only eighteen days of production. It was first shown at the Sundance Film Festival in early 2004 and saw international release later that year on October 29. Saw is essentially an expansion of Wan and Whannell's 2003 short film of the same name . The film's story revolves around two men who are kidnapped and locked in an industrial bathroom with a dead body between them and given instructions related to escaping. Meanwhile, police detectives investigate and attempt to apprehend the criminal responsible, the " Jigsaw Killer ". Originally rated NC-17 for strong, graphic violence, the film was slightly edited to achieve an R rating. The unrated version is available as the Saw:

4 IN ONE ROOM aka 4 in love

10/10/09. Wah!! First time 4 people sleep in one room. GENG!!! Not badla..can feel the closeness among each of us…YEAH!!!! Men Yee ~ Beauty Specialist + bun maniac Kit Yan ~ old lady wants to turn kawaii ><!! Pei Shyuan ~ only two words can describe "hamsap mui" <hahaha> favorite quote " aku pinjam lu" hahahaha Me ~ pure and innocent <WAHAHAHAHAHAHA>

Blood donation

10/10/09. First time donate blood. Hm..feel a bit nervous at first but later on " sap sap sui" oni. <hahaha> since I'm VERY HEALTHY!! Lol I didn't feel groggy after I have donated 324 ml of blood. hahahaha

Vegetarian for dinner

Today's dinner was so special because my sister boiled a pot of soup (from sweet corn) and then I ate them with rice which was being added with healthy organic food together with corn as well. WOW! This is my first time to eat in this way. I  

Siasui

     My sister didn't go to work today and ask me to start to learn how to take Rapid Penang to reach my working place. Wow! It was so scary, man. I actually went further from my actual destination. I even lost my way LOL. Luckily I along the way, I managed to ask the direction from various people. Otherwise, I think I'm going to be late. Again, when I went home, also by taking bus, I went further for a few bus stations and I have spent 30 minutes to walk back. <haiz> oh yea, when I was taking bus back to my sister house, there was this passenger who talked by himself. He talked like as if there was a person inside the bus talking to him as well. There was one passenger laughed at him and he seemed to have turned angry as well. Luckily they didn't break into fights!  

Unforgettable event

6 th October 2009     My sister told me that she was robbed today. WHY? She was having her lunch in her car with wide-open window <sweat!!!> she lost rm300 cash, rm200-worth hand bag, ATM cards, credit cards, only-can-sms-handphone, car key and house key. Now, she really has to spend a lot of money to replace all her belongings <qe lian>. No wonder she always told me Penang is popular with thieves. Thursday, October 08, 2009  

Penang. I’m here!!!!

10/4/2009 8:36 PM WOOHOO! I finally step my foot in Penang. The 6 hours journey really gets on my nerve. Luckily I was determined enough to see the Penang bridge that I didn't fall asleep even for a few minutes. Now I understand why my friend told me that the 6-hours-journey is unbearable. You see, I have listened to my favorite Korean songs for nearly twice! Naw…I can't read any book while the bus is moving because I'm going to have carsick if I really do that. I have recorded a short video clip when I was crossing the Penang Bridge. Too bad, that I missed out the best part Never mind, I will do the recording when I'm going back to KL.     My sister arrived at Sungai Nibung Bus Terminal around 4 pm. Oh yea..I arrived at Penang around 3.15 pm. The first thing that we did was shopping at Jaya Jusco. Guess what? She told me Jaya Jusco is the only biggest building in Penang! Wow!..it reminds me about Kampar. Grand Kampar Hotel is the largest building that Kampar ever h

What a luck day!!!

Wah!..can't believe that going back to KL oso can meet a handsome guy in KTM..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

PADAN MUKA ENGKAU !!

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With "this" kind of face, no wonder there is a lot of "Dragon Balls" pop out on your face. With this "kind" of face, all those "dressings" will be USELESS!! Ambik ni!!

1 September 2009, Tuesday

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Only talked for 1 mins with you, felt like landing my Buddha Palm stage 10!! Onto YOUR FACE!! YOU ARE HOPELESS!!

FOOD ~ it’s not all about eating

Okay, there is no way you hate food, especially gurls!!! Throughout your entire life; EAT is your happiest moment that you ever had; FOOD is the most precious asset to you; Don't worry, I'm not encouraging you guys TO EAT! <laugh>, this time I want to share what oatmeal, honey and yogurt can be used except for eating especially for GIRLS!! Ya'll gonna LOVE IT By looking at the ingredients, I think most of you must have the slightest idea what am I going to talk about. Yup, it's for facial treatment! I know..i know…some of you must be wondering.. why on earth I'm talking about facial treatment here? When there will be ENDOCRINOLOGY TEST 2 ON THURSDAY!! Come on girls, you love your skin don't you? Especially girls who are studying in Science Stream! You know all the hectic that we all are going through, right? And the EFFECTS are : Pimples, Acne, Blackhead Enlarged pores, And bla..bla..you all know it. Seeing all these, are you going to leave it like tha

It’s hard to become a Female ~~

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WHY? This is because you are definitely going to suffer for every month! (okay, maybe some of you don't have to ><). It's not the usual stomach pain. It feels like all your muscle in the middle of the stomach squeeze up together (endometrium wall is CONTRACTING!!! `~ taught by Endocrinology Lecturer)and this will last for at least 1 HOUR!! (60 X 60 = 3600 secs) *okay..exaggerated a bit O_O!!. During this time, you won't feel like doing anything. You really can't! Cold weather makes it even worse !! *yea..raining in the morning some more $#@$%. (at least got an excuse not going for jogging today <evil> LOL) What irritated me the most is that, it attacked me when I was still sleeping!!. &%$@!!! I swear I didn't drink or eat anything cold yesterday * though I almost bought a can of malt drink from TESCO..yes..i sneaked to TESCO yesterday at 9.am :P… if I did..the pain will be much worse than this. I still remember, I suffered the most extreme p

Afraid of tomorrow?

Macbeth: To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time; And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. Urgh..i really dunno where I should get started…I feel extremely sad at this morning when I found that, there is something wrong with Ah Chun's leg. She is not crippling..she can barely even stand! Whenever she tries to walk..her whole body will tend to fall to the other side. She can't balance herself anymore! Her left hind leg as if no energy at all…seeing her like that..my heart hurts a lot. I have checked her leg. No injuries, no cuts, and no wounds! I have no idea what happened to her. Why not bring her to a vet? Unfortunately, Kampar has no vet at all. Even if

So NOT Professional!!!

Ever heard of one person can get 2 consolation prizes? Do you know what is footprint? WHAT THE HECK is going on here? You told us that, to win the competition, you need to submit a few photos that resemble FOOTPRINT IN KAMPAR!!! You told us that, in the picture you need to show that, all the components only seen in Kampar! Again, you told us that you don't really care for colors in the pictures!! Seems like whatever all these so-called professionals said earlier are RUBBISH! Sorry for sounding so…IMPULSIVE today.. but I really BEH ..TAHAN!! Oklar, I'm fine if my 8.1 megapixel pictures could not even get the consolation prize, well, if you want to compare with all those sophisticated cameras. For this, I can get over with.. BUT…THERE IS ONE THING THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF!!! Why a picture only showing water current was chosen for evaluation? WHY? Only showing the water current!!! Not even impressive enough compared to the rest; And not to mention that, water current does not

Human is so unpredictable

Being the most intelligent creature among all the organisms is.. .HUMAN! Having the most complicated life is... HUMAN! Having the most seems-to-be-never-fulfilled desires are also human.. congratulation human fellow for being the top! XD However, seems like we got the brain but just don't know or DON'T WANT to use it. Just because they are so busy minding their own business, they don't even bother to care for other people welfare. Just because they are too obsessed with their so-called Power among their friends, they thought they can easily discriminate others. Hm...i wonder if they really feel happy and conceited when doing all these childish acts. For all i know, human ain't evil. I wonder how long they can endure.. Come on people, WAKE UP! you are no longer 9 years old kid.

i never understand you

Is there anything that we cannot share? we have known each other since i have stepped my feet in UTAR; however, the longer i know you, more and more i feel like you are a stranger to me; am i being sensitive? some how i feel sad when it has to be ended in this way; have i done anything wrong? you never tell; you never spit a single word! all the time i have to guess and guess; But i will never get the answer; i feel stressful when you fell to silence; i feel my head pains when you act so cool; i feel scared when your face changed to black-charcoal; i feel hurt when you speak curtly to me; HOWEVER, this never seems to happen when you talk to someone else! You think you can find peace when you fell into silence? You think you can runaway from conflict when you isolate yourselves? You are so wrong! the more you runaway, more and more problems you will face in your life; why? because you never learnt; you never care; i have tried my best to know more about you; i have told you; you can exp

Kampar disease

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lol..what the heck i'm saying this ya? know why? nowadays..lots of people are getting sick! especially with this H1N1 pandemic, one can misleadingly thought that.. "ohh!! H1N1" Well, this i what they have told me when i was sick..yea..this is just one of their cold jokes. hahahaha..however, they have the point! H1N1 symptoms are excactly the same with seasonal or common flu. sorethroat, fever, flu and cough..i dunno, my friend told me that, the sequence of these symptoms are the one is going to determine you got H1N1 or common flu. say, if you got a sorethroat before a fever, then you are SAFE! if it goes the other way round.. YOU'RE DOOMED! Me? common flu lor..Mind you! though it was only a common flu, all the symptoms are lile-takingly horrible! i can feel my head was extremely heavy, dizzy most of the time, dry sorethroat and heavy flu! ! ARGH!! i have suffered all these things for 3 DAYS! what a NIGHTMARE! these are what i have done when i was still sick: drin

Circadian rhythm sleep disorder? -- NO WAY!!!

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lol what does it means??? Circadian rhythm sleep disorder is a persistent or recurring pattern of sleep disruption resulting either from an altered sleep-wake schedule or an inequality between a person's natural sleep-wake cycle and the sleep-related demands placed on him or her. The term circadian rhythm refers to a person's internal sleep and wake-related rhythms that occur throughout a 24-hour period. The sleep disruption leads to insomnia or excessive sleepiness during the day, resulting in impaired functioning. Wow!! this is what i have been practicing recently. yea, the "tests and assignment day!!!" Going to bed early, around 8 pm and wake up around 12 midnight. not a good experience i should tell you. feeling sleepy and groggy upon waking up. oh yea, why am i doing this? this is way out of my normal sleeping cycle lol. the reason behind this is, i am tired during after-dinner time to start with my revision. i thought of going to sleep and replenish my energ

clumsy

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i was eating dinner just now. something embarrassing happened. i was struggling to peel off the meat from one small piece of chicken with spoon and fork..and the whole thing just FLEW OFF!! extremely xiasui!!

Alarm clock so-called "overloud"

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Phaiseh...yesterday wen pei told me he can hear my alarm clock (super junior - U) was ringing twice!!! around 11.30 pm and 11. 45 pm.weird thing is, i didn't wake up!!! i thought no one possible to hear it, right? this morning i also awakened by alarm clock, still, need a few attempts to wake up..haiz

I hate NIGHTMARES!!

Whoa!! I dun believe I just had a nightmare. It was so scary and worse of all I can remember all the particles! Even when I woke up I feel afraid to open my door.Just in case I will bump into "something". I was freaked out when my head started to imagine what if the bathroom's light suddenly turned off?? Wow!! I wonder if I will actually scream out. Luckily I heard my housemate was making noises down stairs. Well, he did that all the time. Speaking and laughing loudly. First time I appreciate him a lot. hahaha Here the story goes:     I don't know how but somehow I was looking outside my balcony. It was in the middle of night. I saw a guy on a street, somehow I felt I knew this guy and he was a Utar student.(in reality, I have no idea who is this person..) He was wearing a sleeveless t-shirt with a baggy pant and seemed like on the way back to his house. Suddenly, I saw a girl a few feet behind him. I shouted from my balcony and told him that there was a girl trailin

2 tests + 1 presentation in A ROW!!! = STRESS+EXHAUSTED= DIE!!!!

Whoa!!! Last week "experiences" was the most unforgettable. Trust me, you will definitely don't want to try it. Starting from the last last Friday. Yea the day when we have finished our microbiology test. Our nightmare just got started. With 2 lab reports which is due next week (today is Saturday already, ok) plus 2 assignments (nutrition and human resourse) ALSO due next week, 2 more presentations to go, 2 more tests (endocrinology + nutrition). FINALLY!! 2 tests (Human Resource + Clinical Biochemistry) + moral presentation. These are the 3 things that happened in my nightmare!! OMG!! Once we have finished our microbiology test 1, I only have 4 days to study for my Human Resource , clinical biochemistry and prepare for my moral presentation!!. 4 days!! At first I thought I might able to catch up and cover them , ONCE AND FOR ALL!! Okay I was wrong!!! 4 days are definitely not sufficient at all!! I even resort to skip 2 and a half lectures and 1 tutorial with my friends i

HOT & SPICY Season!!!!

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WAH!!! I'm just so lucky that today i managed to eat Asam Laksa lol...dunno why i have the sudden urge to eat spicy food!!! especially those with soups!!! HOT and Spicy!! now my housemate is eating "Mi Ruski" tomyam flavor lol...how do i know? SMELL lor....see, pro or not ? :P

Penggilat Kasut Antarabangsa a.k.a Planta

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1st Scenario Goddess: OMG!! Gastric Mr. H sprints to " My Cafe" and buy two buns Mr.H: Nah!!...for you (shoving one of the bun to Goddess) Goddess: why??? 2nd Scenario: Fish enter lecture room and sat on a seat UNFORTUNATELY the table can't be lifted. DON'T WORRY. MR. H is here to save ya..:P Hastily went to fish and help out...oh!!.how much i hope Mr. H failed!!!!!

Why Are You Wearing Mask????

LOL!!! This is what most of the people were wondering when i was wearing a mask traveling to Petaling Street, Jalan Pahang,SS2, Low Yat, Sungai Wang and Times Square last saturday. whoa!!! please don't be mistaken that i went to these places to hang out okay....for every place i only spare a few minutes to buy something then, i just "cao" lor. at first, i doubt whether i should wear a mask since some of the HIN1 cases happened around my housing area such as, Jalan Davidson School and Tsun Jin High School. honestly, i was motivated to wear mask during the day i went back to KL (fri). i saw a few students who were wearing masks while taking KTM to KL. So? Why not me as well? whenever i walked, lots of people were at least looking at me for 10 secs. some even said, "is that necessary? (canto)". this was what i heard when i was about to enter Popular Bookstore in Petaling Street. the weird thing was, there was a malay middle-aged man saying loudly, "Jaga Betul

Friendship Betrayal- “truly disappointed on you”

Never ever cross into my mind that you will treat me in this way. Approximately 2 years friendship can end up like THIS!! I thought we have gone through so many things and incidents that we finally have trust between each other. However, whatever you have done recently have totally, utterly and truly disappoint me. Issues of the past should let it pass. BUT, you didn't. seems like you have wasted a lot of energy to dig them back. AND, you have wasted a lot of effort to cook, boil, braise, grill, fry and steam up the stories. thanks to you… you feel happy when you did that? you really enjoy yourself? Don't you have any conscience? You seem to really enjoy watching a show . You love to see people having a fit, you enjoy listening to people's argument and to become a successful postman and chef to deliver whatever you heard to almost everyone you know. What if I, spreading out your little habits to everyone? Do you want it to happen? I keep myself shut because I still

Gossip Girl- “Do you really know how to gossip?”

Everyone knows girls love to gossip. No matter where, what, when, which and how, for sure they will sit together laughing, giggling and talking at the same time. It's not an offence to gossip around but please make sure that you are following some rules. What? Do not stare at me, okay. Of course there are some so-called rules that you have to follow. The first and important thing is "You must know who you are gossiping with" If you are talking about somebody and most probably behind their back, please make sure you find the correct listener. Don't you ever talk badly about someone's best friend. You know why? If you tell her, of course she will definitely confide to her best friend as well. Well, this is very normal and natural. Come and think of it, no one can really stand and do nothing when you are listening to a fool talking behind your best friend. Secondly, " please add MSG, NaCl, sugars and other ingredients LOGICALLY ". People tend to e

OMG!!! Bicycle ACCIDENT-Blame who ??????

Never occur in my mind that I'm going to involve in an accident. Well, just like other people say, " You will never know what will happen tomorrow". Seriously, this is so true. I was on my way back to my house in Jalan Perdana (Tesco). As usual, I cycled on the path leading away from UTAR East Gate. Though it is 5 o'clock in the evening, there are still classes on. Well, this is UTAR!!. While I was cycling, there was a guy heading to my direction, normally, it's either me or he who has to swerve to the other side to let anyone of us to keep on the path. However, since the guy was heading to UTAR East Gate, by right, he should be able to watch out for the oncoming cars behind me. Unfortunately, he didn't do that, he didn't cycle to the other way and allow me to pass. Actually, it's not really his fault. Right behind me, I heard a car was coming; the growling of the engine was so loud that you can assume it was just right behind you. That's the rea

COOL!!!! CHECK THIS OUT!! - New Search Engine Makes Cheating Easier

Some online professors are concerned about the new search engine WolframAlpha and its potential to give students the answers to assignments. WolframAlpha calls itself a "computational knowledge engine" and has the ability to calculate problems and deliver solutions - even for questions that no other user has ever asked. The Chronicle of Higher Education reports: "The latest dilemma facing professors is whether to let students turn to a Web site called WolframAlpha, which not only solves complex math problems, but also can spell out the steps leading to those solutions. In other words, it can instantly do most of the homework and test questions found in many calculus textbooks... Unlike Google, WolframAlpha features a supercharged math engine based on the Mathematica software used by many researchers. It makes a graphing calculator look like a slide rule." Since WolframAlpha demonstrates how math equations are solved, students could easily get around the &quo

What’s going on here?

You sound much better in words; You sound awful orally; Why can't we talk nicely face to face? Why you always sound so unhappy? Your mood swings faster than a seesaw; Your words straight and sharp as a knife;  

Good or Evil Deed?

From the last few months, I have started to rear a dog. However, what turns out now is there are at least 8 dogs staying in my house in Kampar. Every morning, all of them will follow me to jog ( yea..free security guards) to make matter worse, they have started to follow me to campus as well! Just like this morning, they all followed me to UTAR Campus, trailing behind me. No matter how fast I cycled, I can't beat their speed. ( well, of courselar..dogs have four legs o…!!!). Deep inside my heart, I knew for sure they will all got screamed and chased away by UTAR security guards. Guess what, one of the guards asked me, " Ini lu punya anjing kah?" What else I should reply? I said, " Bukan, mereka ni anjing liar " then I hastily cycled into Block D. Feeling startled and sad, I can't help myself but telling one of my housemate in Kampar about the incident; "Mr. Bai". Well, he is also one of the so-called "Dogs' breeder" in our house. O

Calculate the concentration of……

It gives me the creeps whenever I see this phrase. I was reading my lab manual for tomorrow practical. "Yea, sort of preparing some ' homework' ". Otherwise, I will definitely die fast. Once, I have read the procedure the very first thing I told myself was, "hm…not bad, I can understand the experiment. Short and simple" however, as if struck by lightning that came out of nowhere when I saw this statement. " Calculate the concentration of……. " Oh no! I told myself. This is going to be lots of work. I'm not exaggerating, okay. I'm totally phobia with this phrase ever since last semester in metabolic biochemistry experiments. Again, it really drove me crazy. That's why I'm here. I want to look for some information before attending for tomorrow practical. AMITABHA……

PMS- I need to talk

I HATE MYSELF FOR ACTING COWARDLY; I HATE MYSELF FOR FAILING TO CONTROL MY ANGER; I HATE MYSELF FOR CRYING EASILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THINGS HASTILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR FAILING TO EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY; I HATE MYSELF FOR THINKING TOO MUCH; I HATE MYSELF FOR PAYING ATTENTION TO OTHER PEOPLE TOO MUCH; I HATE SOMEONE TELLING ME, "IT'S YOUR OWN PROBLEM"; I HATE MYSELF FOR UNABLE TO STAY UP UNTILL 1 AM; I HATE MYSELF FOR GETTING MYSELF DISTRACTED SO EASILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR INDULGING IN MY OWN FANTASY- WAKE UP!!!; I HATE MYSELF FOR SUFFERING THE ABOVE SYNDROMES (PMS) FOR EVERY MONTH; ARGH! I really feel like screaming, kicking and even throwing things just to release the pressure and anger that are concealing in my body. I need to talk to someone badly. I feel like I'm going to explode at any moment if I didn't do so. What on earth is happening to me right now? Why I feel like the world owes me so much? Why I feel like shutting off myself? Why? Why? Why? A millions

Stop acting secretive

Some people are just so weird and peculiar. They want to keep their secret BUT trying to leak them bits by bits. Come on, I know what you are talking about. So, PLEASE do not act so secretive as if I'm an idiot or invisible. If you don't want me to listen to your conversation, you should know what to do. Do not talk in front of me. I don't mind you talking behind my back. It just pisses me off when you did that. I'm sorry to say that " No wonder you are belong to nowhere ".

Sudden Desire

Out of sudden, my stomach was slightly growing. Hey! Come on..I just have my lunch around 7 Pm and successfully finished up my leftover orange and lemon juice. My stomach was totally bloated. Hahaha. Unfortunately, I felt like eating something especially Maggie Tom Yam. Lol honestly, I have constrained myself for the last two days from eating it. Why? Because the last two days I also have the sudden desire to eat mi Maggie. However, today no, TONIGHT, I want to eat it. Hahaha. Yala…it's no good for eating at this hour but I just do it occasionally, okay. Once I have it, I'm satisfied! Lol~ see? I can guarantee I won't have the desire again, at least for the next short period. :P

bored

finally came back to kampar..haiz..dunno why i feel sorrow and depressed...the weather is hot and people mood are weird as well. haiz...apa ni? just because i'm having a sorethroat? God Bless Me...

3 weeks holiday - UNLEASHED!! eh...how am i suppose to enjoy it????

YES!! YES!! YES!! Finally, the holiday comes!!! i was so excited yesterday. chatting happily and excitedly with my UTARIANs. hahaha talking about the plan throughout the holidays. Guess what, our topics are mainly about FOOD !! i reckoned we were sort of hungry at that time. hahaha. then, we talked about MOVIES !!...Wah, there are a whole bunch of them waiting for me to catch up. i hope i can go with my best friend, cheese. unfortunately, few days ago, she sent me a message, saying that, "the gathering has been cancelled temporarily because of the swine flu outbreak" haiz...i feel "phaiseh" if i ask her out pulak. oh yea, i have borrowed three novels from the UTAR library. of course the author is non other than my AGATHA CHRISTIE!!! argh... just can't wait to finish them.

Curi People Punya line =P

Feeling weird right? Why i can connect to internet? hahaha. i'm using someone's wireless network =P. my friend told me that, she normally "curi" people line when she online at home. wah! i don't believe it when she told me about it. BUT, now i do. hehehe. aiyah...it just happens that i'm lucky enough to have a "sufficient" reception for this network. see it? i say, "sufficient", which means the speed is not extremely fast but enough for me to browse the internet. hahaha. i'm already satisfied lol. i thought i have to hang out oftenly in order to "spend" my time "wisely" hahaha. I told my dad that, i can online. Guess what? he said, "wah...you are using the telephone line ar? if this goes on, then the telephone bill will increase!!!" i can see that he was kind of mad at that moment. hahaha. i told him, "no lar...i curi people line only ma" For your information, my dad has no knowledge for al

Gum Chewing May Cut Craving for Snacks

SUNDAY, April 19 (HealthDay News) -- You might be able to cut down on snacking by chewing more sugarless gum. During an experiment, people were offered a variety of snacks three hours after a standard lunch and were told they could eat as much of the snacks as they desired. One afternoon the participants also chewed sugarless gum for 15 minutes each hour in the period between lunch and snack time. The other afternoon, gum-chewing was not allowed during that time. The researchers found that people ate fewer snacks and shaved 40 calories off their in-between meal consumption when they chewed gum, compared with their snack consumption when they didn't chew gum. The participants -- 115 men and women 18 to 54 years old, all regular gum-chewers -- said that they generally didn't feel as hungry or as desirous of a sweet treat after chewing the gum. They also reported having good energy throughout the afternoon and feeling less drowsy at mid-afternoon snack time than they did o

Understand Human Behavior- - - YOU can also become a detective

YES! finally and again, i have finished another deductive novel from Agatha Christie. once again, i would say, the story and plot are very interesting, marvelous, intriguing, addictive and you named it. i really love to read deductive reading materials. currently, Agatha Christie and R.L Stine are my top favorite authors (i have mentioned it in my previous post. ) what i really have learned from these novels are....once you get hold of human psychology and relate them to the reality or in other words how human behave and react and think logically, you can actually figure out the truth and what might happened. other than that, try to take note with all the minor materials. for example, the person's handwriting, the way he expressed him or herself. you can actually unveil the truth. isn't is amazing? wow! i just love to read mysteries. .. i will recommend Agatha Christie : Five Little Pigs , a pocket full of rye

lonely

huh... this is the first time ever since i have stepped my foot here to feel EXTREMELY LONELY . why? most of my housemates have went back to hometown!! the very first person who has left is Wen Pei. at first, i don't feel anything. the atmosphere is still acceptable, there are still noises from other rooms. the sound of life! hahaha. only when, the sky is dark, together with yen ee,both of us were struggling for Phisiology lab report. both of us, walked back and forth among our rooms. discussing this and that, trying so hard to finish the lab report. only then, i have started to realise something different. something unusual. something that doesn't seem right. yup, it lacks of something. the presence of life . i was passing wen pei's room many times and only that i realise he actually not there. hahaha. no more sandal's sound of him, walking up and down looking for qi song. yea, it seems weird when you don't hear the sound anymore. it's was like a routine or h

Break the rules !!!!

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hahaha...surprised isn't it? naw...i didn't break any rules, yet, in UTAR. unless you want to include about the "cheating part" that i did with my friends during PM quiz. hahaha. what i meant here is...ever since i have arrived at Kampar, this is the first time i eat junk food. hahaha...cool isn't it. yea, my plan is filter out everything. :P. i'm wondering if i really cut out those junk food, will there be any effect? hahaha. unfortunately, these few days i feel like becoming a "hantu lapar" . i'm not sure why, at certain time, especially around 2-3 hours, i feel hungry. haiz.....what is this ar? people trying to lose weight, suddenly feel hungry pulak. ish... "tak patut..tak patut..." just like today, after breakfast, i have finished my class at 9 am. i was hit by hunger binge. yea, recently, i have started to replace oats with "Nestum". you know why? i saw there was a discount for Nestum..i can buy two packets of Nestum f