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As you grow older, your world getting bigger and bigger; You will learn more, Sometimes even until the extent you doubt your own belief; So-called fact and education that you learnt when you were small. What happened all these while make me wonder what I'm doing are right or wrong; I don't know; I chose to do what I think is right and whether the person deserves it or not; Your life is a jigsaw puzzle once you are born, mis and match till you find the last bit at the end of your lives. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

Most Rich People Have Good Face

Okay, this statement has been sticking to my head for quite some time already, ever since I signed up for Facebook. Frankly speaking, I am really envy with those good looking people especially if they are females. Basically because I'm a female as well. Lol I am an average-looking girl and if not because of my height, people may not notice me at all. Yeah, this is one of the reason I love my hei ght ,  though sometime I don't like it. I know, some of you must be saying that, ''ugh..another girl who doesn't satisfy with her look " I know, I should be grateful with who am I. Someone healthy and my appearance is not deformed. Of course I know all this. You are right, sometimes I am not satisfied with my look, I WANT MORE! You are right again, all these are due to the social description of what they consider good-looking. You are right again and again, I'm also part of the world population who are being influenced or affected by such judgmental. ...
All these people are just annoying.  They are so noisy.  I need peace.
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A while ago, Listening to Westlife songs,

HOT TOP

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Aimlessly googling about Big Bang. I’m searching for their fan sites actually. XD Ended up found this: Featuring TOP in Gummy’s MV : I’m sorry. Haven’t listened to the song though as I’m not 2NE1 fans yet. XDXD The most important thing is, I’m going to share these pictures. Ho! ho! Ho! He is so..cute and younger-looking here. XDXD
Enjoying real music beat with headphone ~ wondering if I lost my hearing, what I’m gonna do Having fun browsing through all the good-looking Korean artists and w ~ what I’m gonna do if I lost my sight. ~bodoh~
hm….today..today how I feel ar? My senior had MC today, so basically, I’m alone only. Feeling sort of worry for the first few hours because I have to do everything myself. Hardly can seek any opinion or advice (though there is nothing to ask LOL ). Feeling kind of lonely also because normally I can still hear my senior “bising-bising” lol. Just get closer with her recently, so started to miss her a little bit. Previously, I see her as my senior only (colleague) or superior, nothing more. Today is my official day to start doing call back. Bearing a lot of hope with every call back sheets. Out of so many, seems like only one company put an interest yet, can’t feel so happy because it’s not confirmed. Only 50 : 50 chance. Yes/no. Once I have started doing call backs, my outgoing emails/ faxes perday got lesser. GOSH! only 2 emails only. Previously, I was so eager to do call back because my senior was so busy with her own leads and call backs and yet she wanted to help to do mine as...
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Foong, do you drink? Foong, you come together for clubbing also yea Foong, don’t be so stress lar.. Foong, don’t be so quiet…
One call at 12.30 pm and I got my retainer today. Efficient-nye~ LOL. Previously I was worrying what will happen to my teeth after one week without retainer.
“Once in a life time”  is no longer exist in my dictionary. NEVER! I don’t believe it! In the mid of my study, I have to worry about this. I don’t care how many people are sharing the same fate with me. As far as I’m concerned, it’s a TORTURE. Mentally torture! It makes me ponder about it for as long as the hour ticks; for as long as other problem replace  it and occupy my mind; it makes me restless; it makes me fret and agitated; it makes me crouched in the ‘dark’ and see nobody; it turns me into someone else that I myself couldn’t recognize; It makes my imagination gone wild; doing things that I feared the most but dare enough if I'm losing the grip. I try not to blame, but I COULDN’T! I try to be optimistic, but I CAN’T! * that’s  why I hate you…… I can’t remember how many times I reminded myself the same thing over and over again; I have been trying to view it in another perspective. Again…. I FAILED. I always tell myself, life is like a wheel. Spinning ...
Spotted two crippled dogs today. It has been such a long time that I had seen any sign of them.
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A great day to snuggle on bed
The feeling is gradually fading…………………………..><

Love Love Love

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Looks like  currently is a LOVE LOVE LOVE season, especially when you are almost graduating. XD
Sometimes all you can do is to just avoid it; try not to think about it; run away from it; as far as possible from the reality; make your days as happy as possible; as long as you can.
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That’s it! I’m so OVER with you. Treating me as a Nobody is so totally uncool of you. You have given me a corroborative excuse to just give up on you. From now on, you are on your own . Disappointment much here!
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Mood at the moment:     A few minutes later………………… A few seconds later………… One second later…………

TehPunyaStocking Reloaded

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During Medical Genomic Quiz:
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I’m DOOMED! During Sociology tutorial..........
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Either the weather is too hot:   or my nose is blocked:   I Feel like suffocated ><: