“Once in a life time” is no longer exist in my dictionary. NEVER!
I don’t believe it! In the mid of my study, I have to worry about this. I don’t care how many people are sharing the same fate with me. As far as I’m concerned, it’s a TORTURE. Mentally torture!
It makes me ponder about it for as long as the hour ticks; for as long as other problem replace
it and occupy my mind;
it makes me restless;
it makes me fret and agitated;
it makes me crouched in the ‘dark’ and see nobody;
it turns me into someone else that I myself couldn’t recognize;
It makes my imagination gone wild; doing things that I feared the most but dare enough if I'm losing the grip.
I try not to blame, but I COULDN’T!
I try to be optimistic, but I CAN’T! *that’s why I hate you……
I can’t remember how many times I reminded myself the same thing over and over again;
I have been trying to view it in another perspective. Again…. I FAILED.
I always tell myself, life is like a wheel. Spinning all the time. You won’t stuck at same place forever. Things will change. but…I wonder how long I can wait for that change to happen? How long shall I wait? YOU tell me.
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