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Never ever cross into my mind that you will treat me in this way. Approximately 2 years friendship can end up like THIS!! I thought we have gone through so many things and incidents that we finally have trust between each other. However, whatever you have done recently have totally, utterly and truly disappoint me. Issues of the past should let it pass. BUT, you didn't. seems like you have wasted a lot of energy to dig them back. AND, you have wasted a lot of effort to cook, boil, braise, grill, fry and steam up the stories. thanks to you… you feel happy when you did that? you really enjoy yourself? Don't you have any conscience? You seem to really enjoy watching a show . You love to see people having a fit, you enjoy listening to people's argument and to become a successful postman and chef to deliver whatever you heard to almost everyone you know. What if I, spreading out your little habits to everyone? Do you want it to happen? I keep myself shut because I still...

Everyone knows girls love to gossip. No matter where, what, when, which and how, for sure they will sit together laughing, giggling and talking at the same time. It's not an offence to gossip around but please make sure that you are following some rules. What? Do not stare at me, okay. Of course there are some so-called rules that you have to follow. The first and important thing is "You must know who you are gossiping with" If you are talking about somebody and most probably behind their back, please make sure you find the correct listener. Don't you ever talk badly about someone's best friend. You know why? If you tell her, of course she will definitely confide to her best friend as well. Well, this is very normal and natural. Come and think of it, no one can really stand and do nothing when you are listening to a fool talking behind your best friend. Secondly, " please add MSG, NaCl, sugars and other ingredients LOGICALLY ". People tend to e...

Never occur in my mind that I'm going to involve in an accident. Well, just like other people say, " You will never know what will happen tomorrow". Seriously, this is so true. I was on my way back to my house in Jalan Perdana (Tesco). As usual, I cycled on the path leading away from UTAR East Gate. Though it is 5 o'clock in the evening, there are still classes on. Well, this is UTAR!!. While I was cycling, there was a guy heading to my direction, normally, it's either me or he who has to swerve to the other side to let anyone of us to keep on the path. However, since the guy was heading to UTAR East Gate, by right, he should be able to watch out for the oncoming cars behind me. Unfortunately, he didn't do that, he didn't cycle to the other way and allow me to pass. Actually, it's not really his fault. Right behind me, I heard a car was coming; the growling of the engine was so loud that you can assume it was just right behind you. That's the rea...

Some online professors are concerned about the new search engine WolframAlpha and its potential to give students the answers to assignments. WolframAlpha calls itself a "computational knowledge engine" and has the ability to calculate problems and deliver solutions - even for questions that no other user has ever asked. The Chronicle of Higher Education reports: "The latest dilemma facing professors is whether to let students turn to a Web site called WolframAlpha, which not only solves complex math problems, but also can spell out the steps leading to those solutions. In other words, it can instantly do most of the homework and test questions found in many calculus textbooks... Unlike Google, WolframAlpha features a supercharged math engine based on the Mathematica software used by many researchers. It makes a graphing calculator look like a slide rule." Since WolframAlpha demonstrates how math equations are solved, students could easily get around the ...

You sound much better in words; You sound awful orally; Why can't we talk nicely face to face? Why you always sound so unhappy? Your mood swings faster than a seesaw; Your words straight and sharp as a knife;  

From the last few months, I have started to rear a dog. However, what turns out now is there are at least 8 dogs staying in my house in Kampar. Every morning, all of them will follow me to jog ( yea..free security guards) to make matter worse, they have started to follow me to campus as well! Just like this morning, they all followed me to UTAR Campus, trailing behind me. No matter how fast I cycled, I can't beat their speed. ( well, of courselar..dogs have four legs o…!!!). Deep inside my heart, I knew for sure they will all got screamed and chased away by UTAR security guards. Guess what, one of the guards asked me, " Ini lu punya anjing kah?" What else I should reply? I said, " Bukan, mereka ni anjing liar " then I hastily cycled into Block D. Feeling startled and sad, I can't help myself but telling one of my housemate in Kampar about the incident; "Mr. Bai". Well, he is also one of the so-called "Dogs' breeder" in our house. O...

It gives me the creeps whenever I see this phrase. I was reading my lab manual for tomorrow practical. "Yea, sort of preparing some ' homework' ". Otherwise, I will definitely die fast. Once, I have read the procedure the very first thing I told myself was, "hm…not bad, I can understand the experiment. Short and simple" however, as if struck by lightning that came out of nowhere when I saw this statement. " Calculate the concentration of……. " Oh no! I told myself. This is going to be lots of work. I'm not exaggerating, okay. I'm totally phobia with this phrase ever since last semester in metabolic biochemistry experiments. Again, it really drove me crazy. That's why I'm here. I want to look for some information before attending for tomorrow practical. AMITABHA……

I HATE MYSELF FOR ACTING COWARDLY; I HATE MYSELF FOR FAILING TO CONTROL MY ANGER; I HATE MYSELF FOR CRYING EASILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THINGS HASTILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR FAILING TO EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY; I HATE MYSELF FOR THINKING TOO MUCH; I HATE MYSELF FOR PAYING ATTENTION TO OTHER PEOPLE TOO MUCH; I HATE SOMEONE TELLING ME, "IT'S YOUR OWN PROBLEM"; I HATE MYSELF FOR UNABLE TO STAY UP UNTILL 1 AM; I HATE MYSELF FOR GETTING MYSELF DISTRACTED SO EASILY; I HATE MYSELF FOR INDULGING IN MY OWN FANTASY- WAKE UP!!!; I HATE MYSELF FOR SUFFERING THE ABOVE SYNDROMES (PMS) FOR EVERY MONTH; ARGH! I really feel like screaming, kicking and even throwing things just to release the pressure and anger that are concealing in my body. I need to talk to someone badly. I feel like I'm going to explode at any moment if I didn't do so. What on earth is happening to me right now? Why I feel like the world owes me so much? Why I feel like shutting off myself? Why? Why? Why? A millions...

Some people are just so weird and peculiar. They want to keep their secret BUT trying to leak them bits by bits. Come on, I know what you are talking about. So, PLEASE do not act so secretive as if I'm an idiot or invisible. If you don't want me to listen to your conversation, you should know what to do. Do not talk in front of me. I don't mind you talking behind my back. It just pisses me off when you did that. I'm sorry to say that " No wonder you are belong to nowhere ".

Out of sudden, my stomach was slightly growing. Hey! Come on..I just have my lunch around 7 Pm and successfully finished up my leftover orange and lemon juice. My stomach was totally bloated. Hahaha. Unfortunately, I felt like eating something especially Maggie Tom Yam. Lol honestly, I have constrained myself for the last two days from eating it. Why? Because the last two days I also have the sudden desire to eat mi Maggie. However, today no, TONIGHT, I want to eat it. Hahaha. Yala…it's no good for eating at this hour but I just do it occasionally, okay. Once I have it, I'm satisfied! Lol~ see? I can guarantee I won't have the desire again, at least for the next short period. :P