i never understand you

Is there anything that we cannot share?
we have known each other since i have stepped my feet in UTAR;
however, the longer i know you, more and more i feel like you are a stranger to me;
am i being sensitive?
some how i feel sad when it has to be ended in this way;
have i done anything wrong?
you never tell;
you never spit a single word!
all the time i have to guess and guess;
But i will never get the answer;
i feel stressful when you fell to silence;
i feel my head pains when you act so cool;
i feel scared when your face changed to black-charcoal;
i feel hurt when you speak curtly to me;
HOWEVER, this never seems to happen when you talk to someone else!
You think you can find peace when you fell into silence?
You think you can runaway from conflict when you isolate yourselves?
You are so wrong! the more you runaway, more and more problems you will face in your life;
why? because you never learnt;
you never care;
i have tried my best to know more about you;
i have told you;
you can express yourselve when there is problem;
no way that you can keep it all to yourselves;
no way you can hide from others when your face portrays a thousand words!
you are not only torturing yourselves;
you are tormenting those who are around you;
hear me not?

Comments

  1. BenAugust 14, 2009 at 2:54 PM

    wah say me ar?

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  2. chocolatemuffinAugust 14, 2009 at 4:13 PM

    Haha! Ben perasan! Errmmm, silent when probs occurs means she chose to ignore~ Am I facing the same prob as you? I think that one that I faced is a bit different because she is soooooooo arrogant! S|

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  3. .August 16, 2009 at 7:54 AM

    i wonder why there is need to be arrogant as we already knew each other..sounds funny to me...dun ya thank so?
    ben ar, i'm talking abt u lar..if i does, it will be behind ur back d..wahahaha

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  4. chocolatemuffinAugust 16, 2009 at 1:53 PM

    I still do not have the key to unlock the answer. Everyone is the princess, however she wants to be a queen!

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  5. .August 18, 2009 at 5:45 AM

    want to be a queen? Can....do it in from of her friendslar..in front of us? naw...it's not going to work..i dun even want to c her face a.. CHEH!

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  6. BenAugust 18, 2009 at 11:51 AM

    who who?:p

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  7. .August 19, 2009 at 12:48 AM

    Ben: this has to be told in personal d.. hahahaha "Pat" v u when free lo..

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