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Feeling moody recently, especially today;
I wonder why?
The feeling just come on and off;
Am i thinking too much?
Suddenly feel that i'm alone in this mess;
Feel like screaming and crying till my lung off;
Feel like running away from here;
I'm scared...
Dragging so many people into my world;
Feeling guilty and terribly sorry to them;

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