Today...

Okay, this statement has been sticking to my head for quite some time already, ever since I signed up for Facebook. Frankly speaking, I am really envy with those good looking people especially if they are females. Basically because I'm a female as well. Lol I am an average-looking girl and if not because of my height, people may not notice me at all. Yeah, this is one of the reason I love my hei ght ,  though sometime I don't like it. I know, some of you must be saying that, ''ugh..another girl who doesn't satisfy with her look " I know, I should be grateful with who am I. Someone healthy and my appearance is not deformed. Of course I know all this. You are right, sometimes I am not satisfied with my look, I WANT MORE! You are right again, all these are due to the social description of what they consider good-looking. You are right again and again, I'm also part of the world population who are being influenced or affected by such judgmental. ...

The most enjoyable moment for me when hanging out in a shopping mall is watching movies. Yeah, I am a movie freak . It is obvious, right? Talk about the cool sound system that blast your ears and the huge wide screen in front of you. It rocks my day. Just yesterday, I went to KLCC and watched Sherlock Holmes 2 in TGV with Rm 10 only. Reason being, I bought my ticket online and they just charged me Rm 9 + Rm 1 processing fees. A brilliant marketing plan against GSC, eh?   At first I felt a bit awkward standing in front of the screen, holding my coke and popcorn watching ads and trailers alone, while waiting for the seat at 11 am. With no one to talk to and trying my best to ignore those people giggling with their friends. My eyes snuck a peak to the theater entrance occasionally, fretfully couldn't wait to let myself into the hall. I'm considered the first three people entered into the hall after a pair of teenage couple. The hall was dark and kind of cr...

Out of my neighbors's generosity, I am able to eat tang Yuen this year. It has been quite some time that I didn't celebrate it with my family especially after my mom is sick. It's okay, there is nothing to be sad about. I don't even remember that today we supposed to eat tang yuen and It's not my favorite festival of the year anyway because I'm too lazy to play with the flour.  Just kidding ~. I recalled that when I was small, my neighbor and I love to add in some ingredients in our tang yuen as the original one was too plain and tasteless. Thus, we added in gula malacca to make it slightly tasty. lol. Kids' taste buds. XD Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

It's time to have my fruits now. Recently, I have been really careful to eat my fruits after dinner as my dad has been acting overly sensitive, saying  that fruits can make you gain weight. Is it? I did some online research of course but nothing out there saying you will gain weight if you eat a lot of fruits. I do believe that is the amount you eat makes you gain but not the type of food you eat. However, I don't think I will be able to eat that super huge amount of fruits at one time. Lol Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

After having some discussions with my colleague during lunch hour, I have decided to rock my holiday tomorrow by eating Korean cuisine, watch two movies and hang out in Starbucks ALONE. It's not that this is the first time I hang out in shopping mall alone, the fact is, this is going to be my first time watching two movies and eating expensive food ALONE. Previously I still have Cheese and Banana accompany me. However, I have to go solo for this time. Reason is, Cheese is already in Canada and Banana is busy with her mushroom discovery lol. I'm kind of excited actually. I wonder how it feels like to watch movie alone and eat alone in a restaurant. Honestly, I do care what people will think of me when I do all these alone. Blah! I'm thinking too much. Who cares? Right? However, based on my movie research in TGV cinema in KLCC, there are not many good movies available recently. Which means my two movies in one day is basically cancelled. Another thing is, I want to save...

About an hour ago before my day ended at 5.30 pm, my manager requested me to print out the NCL. As I was about to do so, my senior IM me and talked about my NCL. According to her, my faxes are TERRIBLE, definitely not up to the par of the average requirements. I was shocked, of course. Well, as far as I concerned, our faxes are being determined by how many emails that we had sent on that day and not by how many companies that we have pitched. Later on, when my senior manager looked my NCL, she told me the same thing again and I was nagged by her saying that I put her in a deep sh#t condition. I explained to her of course that I was being told to pitch more than one person in a company. Basically, what she was telling me was almost the same with what my senior said. I guess they both were discussing about me beforehand, which I confirmed when I spotted my manager was IM-ing with her during that period. I was rather hurt than feeling sad actually. I swear with my name that I never sl...

Urgh~ I overslept today. I was supposed to wake up at 4! Instead, I woke up at 6.42! Hate it! It's not that I didn't set my alarm, I DID! Either I turned it off subconsciously when it rang or I couldn't hear the alarm. Darn it! Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

This is the word that Banana and I have been using frequently referring to couples that behaving a little bit too intimate in the public when we were roaming and wondering Mid Valley shopping mall. ~opps Can't help to say it as we are still S.A.D at the moment and we are turning 23 next year. ~ Gosh! Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

Currently, in Facebook all the Utarians are busy discussing about the PTPTN loan interest conversion from 3% to 1%. Some say good and some say bad. Based on some of the articles that I have read, you can opt for 1% interest if you want to pay it for long term or remain 3% if you want to pay lump sum. I guess I will choose the 1% after much consideration and opinions from my coursemaes. I don't think I will regret it unless I won a jackpot out of sudden. Lol. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

My tummy feels acidic, I guess I accidentally triggered excessive amount of gastric juice se cretion when I ate too much of hot and spicy crackers bough t by my colleague. Lol..Cari pasal~ During afternoon lunch hour, I had been pestering my friends for a movie this week after I heard that my colleague going to watch Ghost Protocol on this friday, but, to no avail. Okay, my last resort is Banana but not sure whether she will be available or not as she is a very busy researcher nowadays. =< Should I hang out in MPH and read my Agatha Christie and taking the risk of buying a few more books, with 5 of them still remained untouched in my shelves? Or I should stay at home and read my books and at the same time trying to be a fillial daughter for the week during the family crisis period? I guess I choose the latter. ~boo....... Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

Went to Isetan and Cold Storage in KLCC with my colleague after work. It was never my plan to go to KLCC initially as I only aimed to go home and sleep early and then do my research later, perhaps ? Suddenly I thought of buying some ingredients to make samkyupsal since I'm craving for it. I bought pork belly, lettuce and onion. Well, a small accident happened when I was on the way heading to LRT station with my colleague. Nearly 60% of the tube that I was wearing got exposed! Hopefully it was not obvious as I'm wearing with my formal clothes and no one will notice the pinkish thingy underneath it. ~opps, a little bit too explicit here. I can't wait to cook them when i reached home. My dad started to nag me when I took out the cooking utensils as he thought I'm going to cook noodles again which he assumed to be the main culprit for my weight gain .  Little did I know that I still need a few more ingredients such as the Korean chilli paste, garlic and carrot. Anywa...

'I did some shopping in Cosway, Times Square after office hour. Actually I was going to buy the body shaper girdle ( the name that I know only after I looked at the package) since my body in the first place doesn't have good curve and the worse thing is recently my body somehow inflated a little? After my 2 weeks-doomsday. I did some research before I bought it and what I found out is, it can slim down, trim (of course) and shape your body even when you are sitting down doing nothing. It basically tightened up your body and force it to sweat, something like that. The greatest result of course when you wear it while you exercise. Great! I'm going to try it tomorrow. Besides the girdle, I bought a shampoo , a conditioner and a serum for dry hair. Yeap, the saddest thing in my life. Dry hair, dry skin. Speaking about product research, I did find out where I can buy the girdle. I'm comparing it with Amway actually since I'm a registered member for Amway as well be...

Just finished watching this movie 5 minutes ago and thanks to Samsung Galaxy Tab that I can blog about it right away. Otherwise, you will only see this entry for at least one month later, with most of the fun parts being cut off and the remnants are only for the sake of filling up my blog. Basically, I'm really disappointed with this movie and somehow I'm surprised why it can achieve 7/10 ratings. Yes, I'm comparing it with Outbreak as those who had watched Outbreak are expecting this movie will almost be the same. Honestly, I will not rewatch and I even had deleted the movie right after it ended. Funny part is, now I re-downloading it because I just remember that I'm meeting Banana tomorrow and she might want to watch it. Lol. The reason I'm not so fancy with this movie is because the story line doesn't fit orderly. Hm...how should I put it? Some of the scenes left you wondering why suddenly it becomes like this. This scene doesn't relate to that scene...

After like six months ago in Hard Rock Cafe, we had another dinner-division in Jalan Alor. It is basically a street that full of Chinese hawkers and restaurants serving varieties of Chinese cuisines. It reminded me of Penang, the heaven of food. Little did I know that it just located around Bu ki t Bintang area and the place did look familiar to me. Reason being, I did pass by the street 3 years ago when I was working in Scotia bank. Lol It was a dinner for 8 people and we ordered a lot of food such as, Fu Chien Mee Hoon, Kwon Low Mee, oysters, fried rice, fried fish, Kai Lan and lots of grilled chicken wings. All the food are awesome! They are delicious! It costs each of us Rm 25. Unfortunately one of my colleague couldn't eat most of the food as they are non-halal. At 8 eight o'clock, we went home by our manager's car where she dropped us off at the nearest lrt station. Along the way, we talked about tomorrow thanksgiving and designing our own division T-shirts. ~ ...

Fallen asleep after watching Contagion for like 15minutes. Please don't get me wrong, the movie was fine it just that my eye lids were too heavy and droopy to stay awake for the next few hours. I ended up sleeping on the floor with my dirty outfit until 12.15 am in the midnight. With my saliva dripping to my left cheek and backache due to sleeping on the floor instead of mattress and not to mention with my sticky and stinky body I woke up in a sudden and dreamy states. I did set my alarm at 10 pm but I subconsciously turned it off, I think. We ll , it happens all the time . Realized what was exactly happened, I hastily went to bath. Argh !  It was so cold and I was trembling. I make myself a lemon juice and Milo drink, for my midnight research beverages. No choice, got to do my research for tomorow,  otherwise I can't survive. Part of me feel relieve that I had fallen asleep just now for like 3 hours. At least I can stay up for another 3 hours before I sleep again. ~ hwah~ ...

Supposed to start my research now but ended up watching Contagion. It happened because it has been my habit or routine to browse for movies in Qvod download sites during dinner. Unfortunately, the movie is available, now. What else? Watch now ler. Part of me hope that the movie is terrible and I will be skipping quite a number of scenes while watching it. Hopeless~ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

Never thought that I will be celebrating Christmas and exchange gift for the first time. It's going to happen on Friday, lol. We were told to pick names from the Santa Clause huge socks in the afternoon to determine who is the lucky person that will receive our gift. I was so eager to know who will I receive the gift from. Everyone is trying hard to keep the secret from each other, though some are still whispering among themselves.lol. Since it's on this Friday, most of us are rushing to buy gifts. I still hope that we were informed earlier so that we have ample time to choose. Thus, right after working hour my colleague and I went to KLCC. We were allowed to leave 30 minutes earlier today as it was predicted or assumed that the roads will be flooded with rainwater. Anyhow, we had waited for like 30 minutes in the lobby before we took off. Basically no one wanted to be drenched or struck by lightning (my colleague's joke).As I'm a choosey or slow person when buyi...

My colleague bought me a few packets of Indon-mee from Indonesia which she claimed they tasted really good when she went back to her hometown last week . I cooked one of the flavors for my dinner added with vermicelli and.....they tasted really AWESOME!  Hahahahah p/s: notice those labels? They are written in Indonesian language :-) Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

Finally, the new androids for Blogspot and Facebook finally available. So far, I'm satisfy with the new one and I install it after I saw my lecturer announced in Facebook that the new version is good. Trust me, previous versions are terrible, make you want to uninstall them right away. Hopefully this won't disappoint me. Androids software are free but sometimes it's hard to find a good one with all those bugs and incompatibilities. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.2

All these people are just annoying.  They are so noisy.  I need peace.

Going to post this before the battery for my tablet pc fully dries out. I've finally finished another Agatha Christie novel. I guess I used up half of the day lol. Before I off to bed, I wrapped up my novel, the one I have not read yet. Readied for tomorrow, another investigation of Hercule Poirot. While wrapping up my novels, it suddenly reminded me of the days when I was 14 years old high schooler. My classmates and I talked about how our textbooks was nicely wrapped, praising each others' good work and sharing techniques on book-wrapping. lol With this memory, I suddenly recalled the days when I sat in front of my dad, watching him wrapping all my textbooks when I was 8 years old. I remembered vividly, instead of using scissors, he used a blade to cut the wrapping paper. Those were the finest art of book-wrapping in my life. The plastic fit and wrapped around the books perfectly, with no extra space for air to enter.

I was blogging at the time, suddenly I received instant messages from Skype. Surprised, it was from a friend whom I didn't get in touch with for quite some time. Well, eversince we have graduated. The conversation touched about boys and relationship. I always in the habit of instant messaging with my friend using short-forms and symbols. Unfortunately, short-forms are not 'preferable' in my case this time as I have set my keypad to auto-correct. Guess what, some sentences turned out so wrong! The words that I used are not vulgar or explicit kind of way. Not at all. They are just common words that even a kindergarten knows the meaning. It just that, they 'appeared' at a wrong 'time' during the conversation that it sounds a little bit explicit. Lol.  Guess even using proper English can kill you if the timing is incorrect. 

I've just finished 2 out of 8 of Agatha Christie book series that I have bought last week. The first one is "The Body in the Library". The storyline is good but I don't like the timeframe. It circulates around the victorian era, I guess. Correct me if I'm wrong. So, basically my imagination ain't perfect enough to portray the plot when I was reading it and I'm not a fan for that era as well. Nevertheles, it was a good novel. Those who enjoy something "back to the future" and a hardcore fan of detective series would definitely love it. Now I only I realize that Agatha creates more than one detective. This novel featuring Miss Marple instead of Hercule Poirot. Sorry, I should have known better Lol.  The second novel that I have read was "Death in the Clouds".  Okay, I like this one better. Yea, it is the timeframe I guess and this time Hercule Poirot featured in the story. lol and the story was awesome. My eyes glued on it...

Supposed to take a 30 minutes-long nap. As I was about to do so, noticed my dad is watching Mr. Vampire 4 movie, which is my favourite Hong Kong vampires movie. What else? I'm joining in the partay~

It is raining heavily now but not until the extent of water splashing against the window or having raindrops showering your room. I feel so exhausted today. My head is pounding, eyes feel like burning and body aches with pain. Basically I'm staggering when I walk, having no clue what is happening to my surrounding and I just feel like drop off onto my bed and sleep after dinner. Given with a responsibility to sell a new program makes me feels excited yet anxious. Feeling excited because it's something new and can't wait to try it. Feeling anxious because you have to reach a high target this time. I will definitely do my best to bring them all in, I meant money, then shopping! Hm...wondering what is in my shopping list lol. Seriously can't think of any at the moment. It always happening, when you got the spending power, you don't know what to buy. However, everything seems tempting when you are broke Lol.

After like 7 years already, I'm still asking myself, ''why is this happening to me?" Why can't I live happily? However, no matter how much I want to say, ''This is so unfair!", I still can't say it loudly. It is not like my childhood is a misery, in fact, it was a happy one. Honestly speaking,  even till now, I still can't accept the fact. Every time I look at her, I feel miserable. I want to cry so much. Keep on yelling, WHY? Looking at her sunken face with scraggly look. Getting thinner and thinner everyday, Barely able to walk. Couldn't sleep, Coughing for the whole day. Staring at you blankly, wondering what's on her mind? Can't drink much water even when the weather is hot or when she is sick, Replacing ice cubes with water just in case she over-drink and suffocated. I feel angry. I find millions of reasons and excuses to hate her so that I don't care about her. So that I feel nothing when she finally leaves me...

Challenges! Seriously, how much we know? How much we can feel from it? When we were writing essay or  answering examination questions we never forget to mention the word, challenges. Why? The word seems so grand and powerful enough to include into your sentence and make the whole thing looks so....'cool'?   Honestly speaking, when thought about c-h-a-l-le-n-g-e-s, I shivered, I feel fear, it's really horrible and yes, it changes you. You know, the feeling is really unbearable and makes you feel miserable. To survive, you change yourselves, you adapt to the environment. Yes, it is the survival of the fittest.   Tell you what, eversince I have started to work till now, I still have this kiddy mindset. I still 'think' that i'm young and let the adults do all the work for me. I'm totally carefree.   Eversince I have started my new program, my mental did change a bit. I started to really understand what is the meaning of failure. I finally know how i...

The very first thing I bought after salary out is, Agatha Christie book series. Supposedly, I went to MPH and enquired about Fear Street. Unfortunately, the publisher no longer publish it anymore and therefore currently UNAVAILABLE. ~ hwah.... totally devastated. My body is itching for books now, otherwise I won't be out for MPH with the hot weather burning my skin.  For your information, the entrance to putra line was closed in Masjid Jamek. So, I walked to Petaling Street and take a bus to Mid Valley. Seriously, with this weather, I will definitely won't be going out, not to mention I was there alone. Just because I wanted books so badly, I was determined. lol Guess how much these cost me? Rm154 after deduction with Rm 5 voucher. This is A LOT. I purposely make it around RM150 because MPH is having a promotion now whereby you are entitled with free membership for MPH card for 2 years.  Well, it is not going to be a boring weekends anymore with movies on...

What is the lion dance doing here at 8.30 pm? It's not like we are celebrating Chinese New Year Eve. Am I missing out any celebration day from calender? Ok,I admit I'm not the kind of person who will check on the calendar on and off, figuring when is the public holiday or my Sultan birthday. Im just lazy to do it. Come on, I can't even remember my best friend's birthday. ~opps~ i feel like hanging out in MPH again for tomorrow. Actually I planned to meet up with the MPH staff to see whether they can help me to order R.l.Stine books for me from oversea. If you know me well or checked on my entries frequently, you will know that I'm R.L.Stine hardcore fan and second come to Agatha Christie. Thanks to Dork Diaries that I'm picking up my books again, I just can't wait to read Fear Street. I did online research yesterday, trying to find any site that is selling fear street books. Seemed like Amazon.com and Ebay are the only places offering the books. What shock...

Today I was a little bit fed up with my colleague.  We went out together almost everywhere and talked about almost everything. It happened when she refused to let me know the full details about a 'story' that we were talking during lunch hour. Well, it's one issue when she was unwilling to reveal it to me and another issue when she was putting up some 'drama'. trying to make me desperate to know about the story more. Yeah, I am an extremely busybody person. I just want to know about everything that is related to me. I was so pissed off that time that, I pulled a tantrum on her by not having any conversation throughout lunch hour. I finished my meal very fast and continue to ignore her by reading my Dork Diaries' until working hour end. When I was about to lend her my dork diaries, I was hesitating whether I should go ahead and hand the book to her or wait till she asked from me. I was like, if she got the courage to ask from me, I will lend it to her or else I w...

I was having a major super-serious grumpy feeling a couple of minutes ago. I was so mad with myself because I failed to do 'something' that is very important. Inside my heart I have this rebelious and difficult to control angry feeling that make me feel like throwing and tearing things off that get into my ways.

I have started to bring Dork Diaries with me when I go to work. I read it when I'm waiting for train or whenever I have the free time to spend other than gossiping with my colleagues. Lol. I did share it with my senior and also my colleague in the office and turned out that they like it as well. This is the second time I'm promoting my favourite books to my friends, after Fear Street.

Feeling so happy today as I have bought lots of FRUITS from Sogo after office hour. Thank God that the rain finally turned to small droplets while I was heading home as I forget to take my umbrella with me today. Well, actually I was just lazy to went back to my house again to take my umbrella eventhough I realized I still left it outside my balcony. I was merely hoping that today won't rain at all. As usual, it was just a thought and right after I stepped out from my office, I was witnessing a massive downpour right in front of my eyes. After like 10 minutes later, the rain started to get smaller. I hastily take off and guess what, out of sudden the rain turned big again. Right in the middle of the road. I was like, '' Is this some kind of a punishment for me for being lazy to take my umbrella?" These are the fruits that I have bought. Mango, dragon fruit, apple, lemon and jambu batu (not sure what it called in English). Instead of cutting them into sma...

when you are not in the mood, whatever you do or wherever you go seem to mess up you life even more. The truth is, you are the one who make yourselves miserable. Messy room, you don't bother to clean your room and arrange your stuff. Ended getting messier and your mood worsen. No exercise, exercise seems boring to you, it sounds more like chore when you are in your bad day. Eventually, you gained weight. Meanwhile, you tend to chomp down more food into your throat when you feel miserable. In the end, you gained more weight and you feel even more miserable adding to your current stress. You isolate yourselves from outside. Not in your greatest mood to meet people especially your friend. Probably you don't want to show them your vulnerable and weak side of you. Lack of interaction constrains your soul and body in a very narrow shell. Causing you to be narrow-minded and whatever comes to your mind, you end it with 'dead' word. Everything is a dead end to you. You get anno...

Listening to ''Only Look at Me'' by GD (Big Bang). Found his voice to be extremely soothing and heart-melting in this song especially thepart where he sang the word Hangbokke, so sweet- I have spent 8 hours today reading Dork Diaries, yeah~ turned out that I did buy all the4 series. >< Well, the story is nice and sweet, presented in a diary form which made it interesting. It would be a good reading materials when your mind just too clogged up to readsomething complicated and wondering who is the murderer. While reading it, I was having Chee Cheung Fan for my lunch. I bought it when I'm onmy way back home. Having for like ages didn't touch the food, it tasted heavenly. After my mind was so saturated  with words, i started to feel a little bit dizzy. Lol. I have read up 2 and 1/2 books consecutively. Maybe because i havent done any readingfor like months ago, reading sounds fun. lol. Well, i didn't stop there taking naps. Instea...

Woke up early in the morning, Tried to exercise for at least 30 minutes, Booked movie ticket in GSC website, though I usually buy on the spot. Well, yesterday I have a special mission to do. lol. I went out from my house at 9 am as usual, but somehow everything was   too smooth that i reached Mid Valley at 9.40 am. I used to reach at ten and sometimes took me a little bit longer. I went straight to the directory looking for Apple and Samsung outlets. Weird, I couldn't find any of them but it can't be. I saw it online, yesterday.  Wandering around with the the hope of finding the big apple sign. Finally, I found it! But they not yet opened, the employees were having briefings. Next, for Samsung. I walked around, having my eyes set for computer and gadgets shops. Yet, Samsung was nowhere to be found. Urgh! Feeling frustrated. I can't believe that they don't open one in Mid Valley. Idiots!. Suddenly, The Garden came into my mind. They might open one ther...

On friday night, with a sudden urge and determination, I told myself that i`m going to buy myself an Ipad 2. After figured out the financial solution, I started to do a massive and huge research for Ipad 2. Yeah, only for the Ipad 2. While I was conducting my research, I did came across with Samsung tablet PC as well. Due to the fact that Apple came out with Ipad first, I hardly trust other tablet PCs. Thus, I just forget about other brands and fully concentrate on Ipad 2. I've have checked the price, features, reviews and everything are good. My mind already set on which Ipad 2 that I want to buy, until the extent of making my preferred selection through Apple online store with an undeniable huge temptation of ordering it online. lol. Because yesterday was friday and saturday is a weekend, it is impossible that I receive my delivery the next day after my purchase. Thank God today is a weekend. While I was mentally disturbed by the urge to get an Ipad 2, banana...

*My fingers got itchy again to blog recently.   It was around 3 weeks ago that Banana and I watched this movie together in Golden Screen Cinema, Mid Valley. What so special about this movie is that, it is the prequel of the movie that I had watched before in my childhood, and the very first movie that gave me my childhood nightmare.  During 1990's (The first movie was released in 1982), I remembered watching The Thing with my neighbor, though I only recall certain scenes from the movie. The only scene that I remembered was when dogs were barking frantically and struggling to escape from their cage while another dog was transforming into a horrible bloody creature (Trust me, lots of blood was involving. Thanks to Banana's mom, who told her that The Thing (1982) was a very good movie in the past on the day before we went to hang out in Mid Valley. I still remembered, in that particular week, GSC in Mid Valley was on fire due to short circuit. It's not a big one, th...

I swear! A few months ago I didn’t have the slightest interest on this gadget. I couldn’t find any reason to craze over it, judging from the fact that I already have my own laptop. When I was an undergrad, I had played around with this thing (Just for a couple of minutes. lol) and found it extremely useless. A few months ago, I talked about Ipad with my friends and colleagues and all of us got a mutual conclusion that, “I’m not going to buy Ipad”. Even when there are a lot of people already started to use Ipads and you can even see them holding the gadgets in a shopping mall! * I saw it when most of them using Ipads to record a video or snap some images in the event (can’t remember exactly the name of the event, though), yet, I hadn’t find it enthusiastic enough to get one for myself. Thanks to Forensic Heroes 3, which was released not long ago (The series already ended, by the way.) I saw some of the characters using Ipads to read articles, sitting leisurely on a couch as if ho...

A while ago, Listening to Westlife songs,

After getting bored of hanging out in KLCC, we changed our location to Mid Valley this time. More movies, More shops, More foods (lol). As usual, we will catch a movie when going out. This time we have "The Three Musketeers" . Honestly speaking, the trailer is not as impressive as the movie itself. We were struggling in between "The Three Musketeers" and " Contagion ". The latter was dropped off because the storyline is predictive. Anyhow,  "The Three Musketeers" turned out to be awesome! It contained both comedy and action genres. Trust me, you will definitely re-watch this movie. Before the movie started, we grabbed our lunch in LG of The Garden, it was a Korean Restaurant. Darn it! I couldn't remember the shop name. *Forgotten to take a picture before dined in. Too hungry, I guess (lol) After watching movie, we went to a few gifts shops, looking for tissue box cover and pencil box for Banana (lol). * Someone is go...

Starting from today onwards, I will TRY to sleep normally; Wake up normally; Eat normally; Exercise normally; Do my work normally; oh yeah..and SPEND NORMALLY. Previously.... I used to sleep at 8 pm, Wake up at 2 am to do my "work", Then sleep again at 5 am. Ever since I have  started to work I didn't really pay attention to what goes into my stomach, Okay...now I have to return to my so-called "more healthy meal". No more "working" during wee hours, I found out that I tend to slack off if I continue in this way. And of course, be careful with my expenses. The first few months I already "invested" into my personal/ beloved items. So, this months onwards must spend wisely... ~Amen~ p/s: sounds like a vow LOL

I haven't workout for 4 days already. Inconsistently drinking my fruit juice + protein supplement. I guess it is because of my PMS. Or else, I'm just a lazy PIG. Sometimes when I came across with certain Ads, portraying a lady with a healthy lifestyle, everything is in order. You know, as if your live is so perfect so....peaceful. Oh!, I'm longing for that. Don't feel like looking myself in front of the mirror or stepping into any shop as I already gained some weight  and not to mention my dad is "helping" me to remind me about it.  Well, today I tried to retrieve my old life when I was in degree. Eat and live healthily. Yea, you might feel weird why I'm eating unhealthily since I'm living with my parents now. Well, I can control what I want to eat when I live myself. Otherwise, life has been a bit stressful now that I just do whatever I want to release the pressure, maybe....

These whole week I just feel "HMPH!" most of the time and it reached the climax on Thursday. I don't have the mood to do anything and I even slacked off  when I was working. Everything just didn't feel right. Feel like scolding all the people around me, especially the close one. I broke into tears on Thursday night when I was going to bed. Feeling guilty because I expressed my anger to my close one. Argh...just couldn't help it. I need to find peace. ........

Okay, these few days I went home late, around 9.30 pm; This is not suppose to happen! I spent a lot because I ate my dinner outside; Buying drink outside; Randomly eat, as in I bought it because I just feel like eating it; WHOA!! This kind of lifestyle is SO NO GOOD.  I was exhausted when I reached home; Every moment I felt like falling asleep; Today is the worst! I fall asleep before I take my bath!  I didn't take my carrot juice + protein supplement; I was too tired to do my research ended up I just slept these few days; Blimey! This is not suppose to happen!!! Eating outside means spending more money; Eating outside means easier to gain weight, which I think  is slowly happening to me; No! No! No! Can't let it happen! From now on, unless it's important, otherwise I'm not going to hang out at night anymore. I will just keep my leisure day during weekend. That's it!

Supposed to end my day quite peaceful and brace myself for tomorrow; A few minutes before started to pack away my stuff; I was "kena sound". The "volume" was no big actually. It just that I "kena sound" for something that I didn't do, which matter me the most. And it is affecting me till now, otherwise I will not be here. I'm trying to console myself; Keep on reminding myself that I'm not alone; Someone had a taste of "it" before; Even Top from Big Bang got it before; So, compared to my case, it was just a piece of cake. I accompanied my colleague to Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie after office hour, trying to search a birthday cake.  Another mission was to try macaroon, small size cake-alike. Well, it was not really that impressive, though.    Don't really worth with the price. The journey to Levain was rather a painful one and I still have the depressing mood lingering with me all  along th...

Aimlessly googling about Big Bang. I’m searching for their fan sites actually. XD Ended up found this: Featuring TOP in Gummy’s MV : I’m sorry. Haven’t listened to the song though as I’m not 2NE1 fans yet. XDXD The most important thing is, I’m going to share these pictures. Ho! ho! Ho! He is so..cute and younger-looking here. XDXD